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Post by jocelyn hart on Aug 8, 2009 23:18:31 GMT -5
yes, yes, i know.
my aunt that lives in texas. there's a uh, treatment center there. they want me to go, and i know i have to. it's a long story. i don't know. anyone you associate with, especially if they know me. i'll tell people myself. i don't need it as a rumor.
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Post by brandon on Aug 8, 2009 23:19:59 GMT -5
i'm listening... explain this long story?
yeah, i don't plan on telling anyone.
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Post by jocelyn hart on Aug 8, 2009 23:25:48 GMT -5
i really don't want to go into detail. mostly it has to do with ava. i don't think there's anything wrong with me, i'm just stressed, but when i start forgetting about ava and doing stupid shit with her than i know somethings wrong. ever hear of postpartum depression? my doctor sent me to a fucking shrink, and apparently, that's my problem.
thank you.
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Post by brandon on Aug 8, 2009 23:29:50 GMT -5
oh shit joce... how long will you be away?
that's what i'm good for. + other things. ;]
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Post by jocelyn hart on Aug 8, 2009 23:31:53 GMT -5
that's the stressful part... they want me to stay away at least four months.
yeah, yeah, i know. show off. lol.
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Post by brandon on Aug 8, 2009 23:34:57 GMT -5
christ... why so long?
thank you.
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Post by jocelyn hart on Aug 8, 2009 23:40:00 GMT -5
that's just how long of a break they think i should take from grace. and everyone here. i'm going to hate it. i don't want to leave, yet i do.
that wasn't a compliment, ass. ;]
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Post by brandon on Aug 8, 2009 23:52:55 GMT -5
love/hate kinda thing... okay maybe not, but you know what i mean. lol
mhm sure...
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Post by jocelyn hart on Aug 9, 2009 0:01:21 GMT -5
no, that's about right. i just don't feel okay with leaving. i have to leave ava here and that's just completely unfair. :[
okay, so it was partially a compliment. not going to deny it.
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Post by brandon on Aug 9, 2009 0:04:45 GMT -5
you don't know whose going to watch her?
haha i knew it. ;]
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Post by jocelyn hart on Aug 9, 2009 0:07:05 GMT -5
no. i mean i can think of who i'd like to, but that's such a burden to put on somebody. i don't know what to do.
don't let it make your ego any bigger than it already is.
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Post by brandon on Aug 9, 2009 0:10:57 GMT -5
i'm sure it wouldn't be.. if they knew. you know..
ahhh. too late.
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Post by jocelyn hart on Aug 9, 2009 0:14:24 GMT -5
yeah... but then i have to miss four months of her life. just- ragh. i wish this was easier.
nothing deflates your ego. i could tell you that you're terrible, and you'd only say that it's my problem.
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Post by brandon on Aug 9, 2009 0:26:41 GMT -5
i'd say take her with you, but that'd be defeating the purpose.
damn straight.
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Post by jocelyn hart on Aug 9, 2009 0:30:13 GMT -5
well, duh. if that were the case none of this would be a problem. i thought about asking mac, but she just got back with jared and- urgh. any which way i turn is a bad idea. lol.
eh, shut up.
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