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Post by jocelyn hart on Aug 10, 2009 22:48:10 GMT -5
hey. i tried calling, but no one picked up. can we talk about something?
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Post by mackenzie trent on Aug 10, 2009 22:58:59 GMT -5
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Post by jocelyn hart on Aug 10, 2009 23:09:18 GMT -5
no, no, it's fine. so, i went to that stupid shrink guy...
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Post by mackenzie trent on Aug 10, 2009 23:15:07 GMT -5
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Post by jocelyn hart on Aug 10, 2009 23:17:38 GMT -5
that i have postpartum depression, and he thinks im a flipping basketcase.
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Post by mackenzie trent on Aug 10, 2009 23:19:17 GMT -5
oh god. is he sure? or is he just an idiot...
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Post by jocelyn hart on Aug 10, 2009 23:21:00 GMT -5
they say it's up to me, but i know they really want me to go. and it's probably a good idea to get away from here. it's just the fact of having nowhere to take ava. she can't come with me. and i'd miss out for four whole months...
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Post by mackenzie trent on Aug 10, 2009 23:25:21 GMT -5
well do you think you should? or is it not up to you?
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Post by jocelyn hart on Aug 10, 2009 23:42:09 GMT -5
they say it's up to me, but i know they really want me to go. and it's probably a good idea to get away from here. it's just the fact of having nowhere to take ava. she can't come with me. and i'd miss out for four whole months...
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Post by mackenzie trent on Aug 10, 2009 23:46:28 GMT -5
hm. jared and i can take her, if you want. i don't want you to go. :[ but then i do so you can get better.
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Post by jocelyn hart on Aug 10, 2009 23:49:52 GMT -5
that's a lot to ask of you guys... i wouldn't feel right doing that. she's not easy to take care of, you know? she's constantly sick and can hardly sleep through the night. you shouldn't have to take care of my kid. i should be able to.
i know... a part of me doesn't want to go either, but at the same time? i really want to get away from here.
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Post by mackenzie trent on Aug 10, 2009 23:59:29 GMT -5
yeah, you need a break from this place...plus we still i.m. talk on phone? all that stuff right? not like jail. lol. i can sent you pics of ava and everything. ohshutup. we're talking her. lol. don't worry about it joce...okay. i'll be good practice for us.
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Post by jocelyn hart on Aug 11, 2009 0:04:25 GMT -5
of course we'd still do that stuff. i'm not cut off from everyone. haha. i'm just going to stay with my aunt in corpus christi texas. and there's some type of counseling program i'm supposed to go to while i'm there.
and don't we all need a break? why should i be the one that has to run away?
eh... are you positively sure?
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Post by mackenzie trent on Aug 11, 2009 0:10:37 GMT -5
gooood! because...yeah :[ oh, then why do you have to be away for 4months?
i already took my turn... idk.. :[
yes. i am.
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Post by jocelyn hart on Aug 11, 2009 0:14:58 GMT -5
awh. haha. i'll miss you too. that's how long shrink guy said i should be away from everything here. to learn to be... happy? i don't know, that guy made me sound like an asshole.
truthfully? i just don't want to catch any shit for it. i'm trying to do the right thing, but i know what the story will be. that i took off because i didn't want ava, blah blah. i can hear it already. or the fact that i didn't consider kade to take care of her- i'm not that fucking stupid.
thank you... that really means a lot. but- would jared be okay with it? :/
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