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Post by shaye leblanc on May 24, 2009 21:57:41 GMT -5
i'm sorry i didn't tell you about evan... i should have- before now, obviously.
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Post by kade trent on May 24, 2009 22:02:38 GMT -5
obviously.
it should have been obvious three fucking years ago.
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Post by shaye leblanc on May 24, 2009 22:24:35 GMT -5
yeah, i know.
but there's nothing that can really change that now is there?
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Post by kade trent on May 24, 2009 22:29:49 GMT -5
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Post by shaye leblanc on May 24, 2009 22:34:34 GMT -5
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Post by kade trent on May 24, 2009 22:45:09 GMT -5
what? you think that makes it okay? just because you can't change your fuck up, we go on like it's nothing?
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Post by shaye leblanc on May 24, 2009 22:50:54 GMT -5
no, that's not what i'm saying.
i did tell evan, at least i tried- telling him that you were his father.
but idk how much he really comprehended it.
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Post by kade trent on May 24, 2009 22:58:41 GMT -5
god. he's three, right? and i bet that's the first time he's ever seen me. no pictures, nothing. how the hell do you think he'd understand something like that?
fuck. i told you that you would have been better off staying wherever the hell you were and not changing your god damn story. he was better off that way.
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Post by shaye leblanc on May 24, 2009 23:06:37 GMT -5
yeah.
i'm sure he doesn't really get it, but he looks just like you. while he looks nothing like milo. can't tell me when he gets older that he wouldn't ask questions.
you don't know that he would've been better off.
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Post by kade trent on May 24, 2009 23:21:49 GMT -5
yeah, and what are you going to tell him when he gets older and has questions? are you going to lie some more?
apparently you thought he would be until now.
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Post by shaye leblanc on May 24, 2009 23:26:54 GMT -5
no, why do you think i came here now, hm?
didn't want to lie to him.
i didn't think that.
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Post by kade trent on May 24, 2009 23:32:48 GMT -5
i honestly don't know why you came here. a phone call would have been enough. then, and now.
then what the hell were you thinking? and don't give me this shit about your parents. i might have fucked things up between us, but i sure as hell deserved better than this.
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Post by shaye leblanc on May 24, 2009 23:36:36 GMT -5
so you don't want to get to know him or anything?
well, it mostly did have to do with them, and then maybe didn't want to see you again.
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Post by kade trent on May 24, 2009 23:42:48 GMT -5
shaye... i don't know. i've tried thinking about it, but everytime i can't see how it would be a good thing. he's fine without me.
you wouldn't have had to see me again. just picking up the phone and letting me know what the fuck was going on would have been enough. or a letter? e-mail? anything would have been better than showing up three years later out of fucking nowhere with this kid and telling me he's mine, but no one else knows because you cut me out completely.
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Post by shaye leblanc on May 24, 2009 23:47:55 GMT -5
sure, he is fine.
doesn't mean that you'd mess things up, it could make it better.
i know...
what was i supposed to do tell the whole world?
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